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Sometimes I have brief moments of happiness and then I look at twitter and remember the world is ending.
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When I'm happy, current events make me feel like I shouldn't be. When I'm annoyed by something, current events make that feel petty.
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It's like I don't get to just feel however I feel anymore because there is always some terrible thing that should override that. Exhausting.
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And like these things are terrible and we should have feelings about them. But I think I also need to have my own feelings too :/ esp joy.