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I have long wondered what it is that would cause me to have a nervous breakdown and finally I can tell you: it's buying a house by myself.
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Fast forward some time from now. Everything is grey because I couldn't choose any colors. My living room consists of a grey exercise ball and a £7K sculpture I bought one night during the period in which I took up drinking. At night I sleep on a pile of blankets on a grey floor.
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Everything else I own is in a box. The gym has become my coworking space and also the shower because otherwise I have to tip lukewarm buckets of water over my head. I buy buckets of ice and exist on a diet of protein shakes and Starbucks tea.
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I ordered some grey furniture, but I have ceased to believe it will ever arrive. At night I cry myself to sleep, saying WHY past Cate? WHY?!